~Always in a Dream~

I can't say what I'm sad about, but. It made me lose trust and hope in a lot of things.
Like will I stay forever friends with Wars?
Will I grow to 127 with Charli?
Will I still be with the Prince Brigade when I'm old and saggy?
I had so much confidence in them, now, I see I might being too naive haha.
I just wanna say, if you guys ever on skype. Don't let my invisible disceive you. I'm probably on and just, ugh I sound like a whiny brat, huh? I usually get so annoyed if I see so many rants post by the same person. Well. Wanted to get this off my back. Bye.

I'm thinking of making a new rant blog-! er well. I know I hate ranting, but people say uts good to let it out. I hate putting stuff on here but if I just leave rants in my iPod or like a notebook, I feel so idiotic and needy since I constantly look at it. So maybe having a seperate blog might help? I won't tell anyone bout it so it'll depend on your stalking skills =u= 
Okay so weekly updates! Busybusybusy me. So many birthdays, so many projects, and Valentine's Day-! Which is also lonely. LOL FOREVERALONE MEEE. EVERYONE HAD STUFFED ANIMALS AND ROSES AND. I. SOBBED. I NEED SOMEONE TO SEND ME DANG LETTERS PLEASE. QAQ I got little valentines though-! Those cute ones you used to get in elementary. My friends are so nice //sob. ;____; I NEED A BOYFRIEND OH GAWD //CRIES. YOUNGIEEE, KWANGIEEE, JEONGMIN QAQ. I FEEL SO ALONE. //foreveralone.jpeg At least my mom loves me ;w; Got me a cute doggy plushie and three big cupcakes-!!!! (Which really doesn't help the fact 80% of my diet this month is sweets) And people said it wasn't healthy. B) //shot by billions. ;__; I LOST 3 POUNDS MAN. 85 IS NOT A HAPPY NUMBER. I miss my 88-89 range ;AA;
 Me and Wars and Charli watch movies on weekends *^* So excited. Sometimes we don't though since either Wars' internet is weird or Charli is busy. o: Which either means me and Wars watch Boyfriend Academy, or me and Charli watch Dream High and she's all guffawing bout IU (she already watched the series, we're just watching for me) and I'm just (SPOILER) "WAE DOES TAECYEON NOT GET THE GURL. SEE THIS RELATIONSHIP. MANN. THAT VILLAGE BOY CAN JUST JSKJDHLSOS MY ARSE. MY TAECYEON NEEDS TO BE HAPPY. WITH LOVE. HE KISSES IU IN A DRAMA MAN. I DUNNO WHICH DRAMA BUT YEA."
Did I ever mention I love Taecyeon? (ONLY REASON I'M WATCHING) I mean hey, Wooyoung's okay. But tbh I like the guy who looks like Chansung more than him. Just cause Chansung's lookalike is friends with Taecy. ;w; And I'm sorry for Charli to hear me question everything LOL I only pretty much react to parts with Taecy. I'm not much of a drama perfect but if they are with my director brilliant forehead oppar then hey. REPLAYS.
Btw have you guys seen UKISS's new MV? WHY IS MY KEVIN BLACK HAIRED. IT JUST KILLED ME. HE'S HAD THAT BLONDE HAIR FOR LIKE 2 YEARS AND BOOM. BREAKS MY HEART. AND NO. NOT ZOOM ZOOM MY HEART LIKE A ROCKET LIKE IN B1A4 (And they have a sesame player that is my favorite show EVAR) 
INAZUMA TAIMUUUU-!! OKAY. SO I JUST MADE A PURCHASE ON CDJAPAN.CO.JP FOR AN INAZUMA ELEVEN MOBILE STRAP. The strap was $5. Air mail shipping was $7. I got it for FREE. I had bout $15 in points B) I was saving up for an album, but you know me. Inazuma Eleven > any other fandom. Btw. Have you've seen the latest ep? ... MOVING ON. You see I've been a Tsurugi fangirl since I started watching. His brother is in the hospital osjrjks SAME CLICHE STORY LIKE GOENNJI (who's also Tsurugi's role model) Now Tenma. A sweet sweet sweet kid. MAN. I love his voice ;___; His VA did a bomb dogiddy job on the character album. But anyways. I'm a Tenma x Tsurugi shipper. Everytime they be all chummy and just that Goennji x Endou relationship I like. Cept more easy to love more since I'm a Kazemaru → Endou ← Hiroto fan. (Like Kazemaru and Hiroto fight over clueless Endou)
BACK TO MAIN POINT. a few eps back they introduced a character who's name is Amemiya Taiyou. Taiyou is so adorable I can't-- (He has a disease which makes him not play soccer he does anyway) He becomes close friends with Tenma and I start thinking ''maybe I'm a Taiyou x Tenma fan now ;A;" BUT NO. IN THIS LATEST EP THEY GO AGAINST TAIYOU'S TEAM AND AFTER RAIMON WON, TENMA JUMPED AND LIKE HUGGED TSURUGI WHICH MADE ME JUST. GOD. CANNOT COMPREHEND. DIED INSIDE. SO CUTE. //SCREENED. BUT RIGHT WHEN I GET BACK ONTO TEAM TSURUGI, BOOM. TENMA AND TAIYOU ARE HOLDING HANDS AND LECTURING EACH OTHER AND IT WAS IDK BUT I WAS SO CONFLICTING. THEN CAPTAIN FAINTS. SUCH A CLIFFHANGER.
SO. A regular Neko blog post is done. Kpop, Inazuma, and stress OTL. Oh wells.

--Nekomin Jo Fubuki

OKAY GOTTA MAKE SOME FUNNY POST IN THIS MOPE FESTIVAL CALLED A BLOG.
okay I'll just tell one of the weirdest dreams I've had this week.
I was just you know chilling in school ya know, going down the hall, then all of a sudden, I see Wars! I sorta tackled her and she was all like "Sorry I don't like you" and left me "QAQ WAEEEEYOO." then Charli comes and I just grab her head and sob and she's like "She hates you cause you're too short." so then Charli makes me chug like x10000 gallons of milk and of course not even in my dreams. NO TALL. So I sob more, see Jinyoung and Koni and just sorta sat on Koni's head for a while to think. (Cause she's like super short mang) Then I got an idea! Then I woke up ;3;

I dunno how I had this dream LOL. Probably cause I've been writing letters. I feel like I'll never be tall. ;3;

--Nekomin Jo Fubuki

I'm sorry I could never be special.

I could never be nice.
I could never be spontaneous.
I could never be talented.
Never be cool.
Never be confident.
Never be a good person.
Never smile without lying.
Never stop whining.
Never stop being jealous or selfish.
Never stop ranting.
Never stop annoying.
Never stop anything.

I'm sorry.

FIRST. AHEM. I HAVE THE MOST BUTTEST FRIENDS EVER.
YEA BUTTS. THE ONLY THING THAT COMES TO MY MIND.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qsAI67-jC8

W-What is this QAQ My heart couldn't take it. I teared up at Charli's long essay to me. But boom. There was this little link. QAQ I thought maybe oh. Charli and Zoe did a duet *Q*
BUT NO. BOOM. CHORUS. My first reaction was "W-WHUT. M-MIYU? WARS? -realization- OMI FF GASH." I just started sobbing and couldn't tell who was singing OTL But I could still hear ;///A///; I could reconize everyone then oh gawd. The messages came and I started bawling more. All thsoe messages ;___; Those short sentences. Had such a large impact. And that song in the BG. QAQ Goddd. You guys know how to make this buff neko cry.

Seperate dedications as through the chorus:

Vaire;; Waifu:

OMIGASH WAIFU QAAQ I LOVE YOU KALSJDAKS. I so did not expect you there QAQ I was just flabbergasted. I will stalk you forever. And when we met TEEHEE. <3 You were my forever first waifu ever. You're so funny and curse them timezones QAQ. I will always try and catch you online ewe READY TO RHAPE YOU HEHEHE. And you became a 40mP fan because of me? ;___; OMFG. And that message you put on my wall on FB <3 I love you foreverrrr waifu <3
-WaifuWaifuWaifu

Konbini ;; Eledinocake employee:

AKLSDFA. KONI QAQ I SO WASNT ANONING YOU ON TUMBLR KIKIKIKIK. Oh mah gawd whatever happen to our turtles D8 Probably to live out their days in Alantis ;3; But ahh mann. I love youuu QAQ You're justso kind to me and don't judge me ;w; (Welp. Maybe you do, but you don't show it!) LOLOL I'M YOUR BOSS. NO AKUCHI. Which reminds me, remember how I figured out you were such an eledinocake? ewe ELEPHANT RHAPING DINOSAUR //shot I hope you'll get on skype more for me and Wars to troll you with love and pokemon. I love you with everything.
--Bossnekopants

Yuzu ;; Myu-Oppa
MYUUU. <3 OHMYGAWD YOU SUPPRISED ME TOO! LOL CHARLI TOLD ME HOW YOU WERE LOOKING FOR A MENMA PICTURE AND I WAS LIKE;; "OH MENMA. NOT TENMA." PFF I LOVE YOUR LOLINESS AND YOUR KOREAN MUSIC LOVING PANTIES. Remember our old group, Kida-Myu? 8D We need to all band together with Chu again! And then I'll be with my loli harem <33 WE TALK ABOUT THE MOST WEIRDEST THINGS BUT THATS WHY I LOVE YOU AND BTW WHEN IS OUR MAGNET GONNA BE DONE HEEHEE. I hope you grope my flat chest forever <333333
--Shizuo-Nyu-Hyung. (that doesn't make any sense LOL)

Chene ;; Oldgreenbutt
OMIBUTTFACE. LOLOL MY YOUNGBUTT WILL FOREVER BE SMOOTHER THEN YOURS HAHAHA. OMG I WAS TALKING WITH YOU AND MARI DURING THE EXPOSURE OF THIS CHORUS BUTT. THATS WHY I HAD THAT WEIRD OUTBURST (MAYBE IT WASNT WEIRD) OF LOVENESS. YOU KNOW I LOVE CHEESE WOMEN. AND WITH ALL THEM GUYS HUFFHUFF. CEPT AARON. GO FFF YOUR NEEDY ARSE. The Prince Brigade is amazing <3 I feel like we're almost family <3 We only had one fight ;w; But we got over that! now we're partaying like it's the 2333333. I'll always have those pictionary scarring memories in my mind 8D I hope we'll meet each other in rl! <3 WE NEED TO PRINCEMOREPEEPS BTW
--YoungNekoButtPrince

Ayamari ;; Middleagebluebutt
MARI MY DORK FRIEND LOLOL WE WATCH REGULAR SHOW AND LAZYTOWN AND POKEMON. 8D When I first met you, you barely had 50 subs! Now look at you ;w; From just the two of us to the three! Gahh, us three. Who knew we could make so many memories in 6 months? US NET GAMERS AND OUR OBESSIVE BAGGING. PFF. WE ALL HAVE SO MANY NAMES LOL You make me sound like a multi-identied too spontanous heroines of the animes we make fun of LOL YESYES. WE'LL HAVE MANY BATTLES AND WEDDINGS <3 You megane mole loving freak heehee. I hope us three will never grow distant! We'll be old ladies remember clit lickers. 8D//pfffffidk.
--YoungNekoButtPrince

Miyu ;; Monyuberrycherubi

OMG. I can't believe you wanted to organize me a chorus ;__; You're so uber amazing and I can't believe we've been friends for so long! <333 I love your sunny personality and your pervertedness e//w//e School is so life taking ;__; We need more sleepovers and going to that one bakery e//b//e I miss living by you ;ww; NOWYOU'RE A BLOCK AWAYY /sobsidkk. ULTRAMANMONYUUU. WITH RILAKUMAAA. <333 NEXT YEAR I'LL TRY TO SEND YOU A RILAKUMMA 8D hehehe. I need to fangirl with you bout kpop ewe I NOW KNOW ALL THE MEMBERS OF SHINEE. And Sistar...maybe LOL BUT AT LEAST SHINEE. I'll get your solo birthday gift out soon btw <3 I've been thinking of a song and I think I finally found the perfect one <3 WE ALSO NEED TO HAVE A FULL DUET. LOL We're try again on 40mP's next birthday? ewe I'll never regret that day I added you on skype <3
--Pokemontrainernekomoofin

Aki;;
WHAT ARE YOU TO ME EXACTLY LOL. You try to be my tou-san but that won't ever happen keke You're the only guy in this chorus and gawww YOUR PICTURE LOL. I SO LOL'ED. AND gahhh it's so funny LOL. I'm sorry I've been distanting myself. I'll try to talk with you more! AND TALK MORE WHENEVER WE'RE IN A CALL. Make more covers too! D8< WHEN WAS YOUR LAST COVER. LIKE OVER 3 MONTHS AGO? GO SING A 40MP SONG HEEHEE. And I'll be stakling you forever under the bed which you don't have and I'm not your musume 8D MUSUME JANAI <3
--Neko the not musume.

Zoe;;SONWAIFUSEKE
QAAQ OMIGAWD. Your's and Charli's animating = AMAHZING. We really do need to talk more no? ;w; You were one of my first YT friends! Without you, I would have no idea how to use skype LOL. You're amazing. And whenever you're down make you send me a messeji? We'll go over the history of alpacas for you 8D haha. REMEMBER IF ANYONE SAYS SOMETHING BAD BOUT YOU I WILL BEAT THEM DOWN WITH MY BUFF NEKO POWERS <3 Just wait til your birthday B) Hahah I GOT A BIG SUPPRISE UP MY NEKO SLEEVES. BWAHHA, I love you so much QAAQ The memories of us playing tetris during the summer will always be with me! <33 Don't ever change. PAPASONCEST FTW. <33333333
--Papahubby

Charli;; DaughterCharhuahua
I-Is it okay if I make yours and Wars a little bigger then the rest? ;w; You organized this with Monyu and omg. QAQ You're animation is so purdy! So clean and fits along so well with Zoe's part ;ww; AND I LOVE THE RAGEQUIT SO DON'T WORRY. LOL I'M ALSO SORRY FOR BEING SO SLOW. 8'D Last year I was so sharp LOL. I caught on well and was like "I SHOULD BE SUPPRISED." I guess I'm getting dumber? haha. But that essay thing you sent in my pm was just so touching ;___; I can't believe we've known each other for this long! I feel so old LOL I was really expecting cookies. I was "Hmm? ;w; Zoe and Charli were at each others house making cookies? MAKE NO SENSE." OTL <333 But I feel like me and you will never get into fights or anything! And if we do I bet eventually we'll make up 8'D We're so casual with each other LOL I dunno how to explain, but like the weirdest things we talk about end up just being a normal friendly chat xD I would love to say more. But I'll send you a letter *Q* WITH YOUR KURISU PLUSHIEEE. So keep your head up! I hate to see you down >8( I will sacrifice everything to see you smile. <3 I hope we'll meet offline! <3
--PapaBuffNeko

Wars;; AIRPUMPINGPRINCEJOTWINCANNIBALISMFANGIRLBOORTHINGOWNER.
OH MY GAWB. YOU'RE SO AMAZING AND AKSDJALKB. Yes I love my Jinyoung >8U HE WON'T BUMP ME LIKE SUNGYEOL BOES. OR LAUGH AT ME WHEN WE GET MARRIEB. SUCH A BASTERD YET WHY I STILL LOVE HIM //SOBS. And gob that picture. SO BOOTIFULLL. SO EXACT EVERYONE HAS AMAZING BETAIL. <333 I love all those messages you woulb make whenever I was sab. And bahhh. Your love for Hyunnie will forever be with you *Q* BUT MAH MINS WILL FOREVER EXCEEB HIM. CEPT MINWOO. Yuzu or Charli can have him. I'm not exactly sure how we met. I remember the Jenga chorus and we started PMing eachother back and forth. THEN I PERSUABEB YOU TO GET A SKYPE KIKIK Then we starteb all this shizz bout our boors with Koni and then we were suddenly bfffssssss. You also got me up with KPOP. WHICH IS THE BEST THING EVARRR. (Well inazuma is better kekekeke) BUT I LOVE HOW YOU'RE SO SWEET AND GOT ME THAT ALBUM AHMAHGAWB. MAKE SURE YOU MAKE ME A LETTER. LIKE A B. KIKIKIK. We'll forever troll Koni and fangirl about how Bongwoo (PFFF) is so perfect or how Sungjong can outwomen us or how kpop members are suddenly younger then us. BONT FORGET ME AND CHARLI ARE GONNA LIVE WITH YOU AND WE'RE GONNA TEST KONI'S HUBBY. HEHEE. I'll write more when I send you your Bongwoo plushie and possibly Hyunnie <3 I love you forever and hope we'll be friends forever.
-- AIRPUMPINGPRINCESSJOTWINCANNIBALISMBOORTHING.

PEOPLE FROM THE MESSEJI PILE:
Jaysee;; Cheeky Butler
What the ffffflolol. Nothing is simple with you, ya know? LOL Always make me exercise or learn more japanese But at least you care? LOLIDK 8'D Really. You would mention working in a birthday message ahaha. xD But oh well. You're such a fun to talk to! You're funny and cheeky =u= Which could be a could be a good or bad thing depends LOL I love all those quotes btw! Translating them all was a bit of a pain but fun! You have a sexy voice LOL And I love advertising you. Even though you're busy with jury duty make sure that guy is guilty and play pokemanz with me so you can be pwned okay? 8'D You're also one of the only people who I can fangirl about VAs too LOL. Finish Sket dance! I hope we can be more of friends kay? 8D AND KILL THAT JAP.
--Neko-Oujo-Sama

Michi;;

Loren;;

Bri;;

miiZu;;

Kurai;;

Zee;;

Chou;;



Paul & Chi;;

I made it a goal to finish this by tonight but I'm so tired OTLOTL. I'LL FINISH TOMORROW I SWEAR <3
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